Thursday 3 December 2020

Zen-mode enabled!

With Mass-WFH (the 'New Normal') sometimes we forget that WFH/Anywhere isn't 'New' and has been 'Normal' for many. 

People have been interacting and working remotely since ages, even with people whom they've never met in person, ever seen before or even not met in a long time. As kids we made strong pen-friends with others from far-away cultures in far-away countries much before Orkut / Facebook allowed it via an 'Add friend' button. We stayed in touch with separated school friends when we moved cities or with our foreign friends from cultural-exchanges, and in a way grew up together, via traditional snail mails much before it was possible to email/tweet/WhatsApp. There was a time when we would spend 5-6 hours (at once) talking to folks, using up all the money in the prepaid calling cards because ISD calls were expensive. I'm sure we know a lot of people (not necessarily teens and young adults) who can't imagine a world without always-connected-smartphones. 

10-15 years ago when we worked on projects where co-workers were all in different countries (without ever having met most of them) and time-zones, we learnt collaboration and improved our communication. Those who worked remotely since the pre-WiFi era (we're talking 56kbps dial-ups, not even 100Mbps / ADLS / MPLS !) are fairly accustomed to project meetings without ever being able to see the others. Back then, laptops (at least the office-provided ones) didn't even have cameras! 

We're fortunate to be working in a time when technology is at our fingertips and has made a lot possible now (and I love that we can do it). Just because we can, doesn't mean we have to (at least not all the time) nor compel others to follow our approach. In fact even today, Microsoft Teams provides to 'Turn off incoming video' not just because it's easy on the connectivity infrastructure but also to minimise the distractions of video, helping focus better on the conversation at hand. Technology isn't necessary to make a heart-to-heart connection, the desire to make one is. 

It's easy to be judgemental about those who prefer to work in a way different from ours. We mustn't forget where we've come from, nor must we take for granted what we have today. Let's be grateful for the gifts of technology we have today. We're all far away from each other and yet just a click away too. Like everything else in life, let's use technology (and our judgement) in moderation! 



Saturday 21 November 2020

No room for doubt!

Somebody I revere recently prompted me to renew my blogging, at least with stories of my travels. As I plodded at the thought, I wondered if my travel knowledge is worth its salt. I have in recent times been an occasional victim of self-doubt. Anyway, a few less-thought-thru moments later, I stumbled upon a travel/geography quiz. It's on a gamification platform (and anyone who knows me knows that I'm uber-competitive) and I just couldn't walk away from it. It had multiple levels and as I completed all of them (over multiple sittings, though that's not how I'd have liked it) I realised I wasn't half as bad as I thought I was. The quiz had declared me a 'Coach'! Clearly, the suggestion was spot-on! And self doubt? Bah, humbug! 


I recall this shloka (from Hitopadesha, I reckon) that said that travel and books are the 2 routes to broaden one's mind. I've always opted for Route#1 and trust me, travel teaches you about the world & ecology, people & psychology, cultures & institutions, languages & communication, and of course, funding all that travel teaches you finance! You might recall the time when I had started Tickly Toes Travelogue but with competing priorities, the blog started to lose traffic and became the recipient of my negligence. But I must resolve now to give it its due mindshare, channelise hands, head & heart and resume eternalising my travel tales into a writ word. 

So, what say, should I make Xuanzang and Magellan run for their money? Let me hear it from you! 




Saturday 5 January 2019

Marathon (viewing) Midge Maisel

Voila! Where on earth have I been? I can fill pages (or even books) in answering that one so perhaps we'll keep it aside for another day. Even better if that day is a rainy one while we're huddled near the porch with mugs of steaming hot chocolate, ah! Anyhooo, since my recent circumstances in life have allowed me only limited time for recreation and TV viewing, I have found solace in Amazon's Prime Video which almost always has something interesting to offer, no matter my mood. My most recent muse has been Midge Maisel, yes, The Marvellous Mrs Maisel.

For the uninitiated, the series chronicles the journey of a naive but smart young woman in the 1950s whose husband makes the halfwitted mistake of falling for another. And it's not a journey that's saddened by self-pity and husband-loathing. Instead, it is the journey of her discovery of her funny bone and being her own person. A period comedy that's merely two seasons old but has already bagged adulations and awards.

I had just finished binge-watching Royals and Reign when I set eyes on this much advertised Amazon's Prime Video Original series. Once I started watching it, I realised I couldn't stop myself. I know, I know binge-watching is associated with a total lack of self-control amongst other serious physiological states including depression. I assure you, my reasons for binging were not driven by any of these, not even the chic dressing sense of the eponymous Mrs Maisel. I think aside from the comedy, what really allured me was the tenacity of the young woman to look at life in the eye while stamping her mark all over it. I soon found myself rooting and rejoicing for her as she finds her feet while transitioning a full-time single mother to part-time comedienne. I love the way the story is told with ransom flashbacks that piece-in together later. I love that every character is so unique and yet so relatable. And of course, I love the dignified dressing sense replete with the handbags, heels and hats; so not-nouveau-riche. I can't remember a time when I didn't want her ensemble for myself. Maybe just once, yeah the same one in which she got arrested for the first time. I also marvel at the similarity in the morals with which Midge and I have been raised (look at me referring to her by her first name as though we were chums) though it makes me a appear a bit retro myself.

The 50s feel is so beautifully recreated in the sets and the props that it almost discourages you from returning to the present. The paradoxical dialogues which leave you wondering if the person meant to salute or slander are still always dot on the comic beat. The peek into the Jewish ways of life help you decipher the idiosyncratic behavioural patterns of the quirky characters. The musical score and the picturization has that broadway musical touch to it that you can almost feel you sitting in one in Paris. No, in New York. No, in 1950. And when that song 'Leave everything to me' plays, it makes you envy Midge's organisational and multi tasking abilities and her ability to remain cool headed. Just like how you love Midge for refusing to take her deviant husband back and keeping up with her bold and brash gigs following her to the different bars in her beautiful berets. That was quite an alliteration and an apt reminder that there're other things in life than Mrs Maisel! And with that I'm signing off for the day. Do keep returning to read my blog and stay amazing! 

Sunday 10 April 2016

Wandering Woman on Wheels in Wonderland

As I rode around Srinagar, I had the most unexpected lessons in body language. In an altogether new way my body, its different systems and organs were sending around such novel messages that I was amazed at it myself! I could feel my heart skip beats and jump about in excitement, lodging itself in my throat occasionally. I sensed my lungs thanking me profusely for the crisp, fresh air after all the Delhi air it had been filtering. I felt my stomach crunch with butterflies in it. I found myself wanting to take off the helmet to let the wind run through my hair. Well, for a girl who had a boy-cut for the major part of her childhood, I had no qualms letting the wind ravage my ‘Rapunzel’ tresses. The palms of my hands were getting sweaty - what they were now doing was much more strenuous than daily typing away at the laptop, much needed in my professional avatar as a management consultant. I listened to my body while telling myself to take in as much of Srinagar as I could. It was my very first time in the beautiful summer capital of the state of Jammu & Kashmir and I wanted to soak in as much as I could because from the next day, I was about to start something that most people train for months! I was about to ride a Royal Enfield 500cc into the deceptive, mountainous terrain of Ladakh for the next 10 days through the most treacherous of passes from Srinagar to Manali. I knew I was about to behold some of the most spectacular of sights that nature’s virgin beauty encapsulated. I knew I had to withstand (and win over) the tests of weather and road conditions to be able to write about it later. With that, my heart skipped a beat yet again.

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As the 31-year old daughter and only child of incontestably the most adventurous couple I know in the 50-60 yr bracket, undertaking the Indian holy grail of bike riding was pre-locked somewhere in my 46 chromosomes. I learnt how to ride a motorbike in my college days, not just because it was something that was uncommon for girls to do, but because my parents had instilled in me the value of learning different things. I was still under-18 then, but having learnt how to cycle, how to ride a moped and how to drive a car, it took me no more than 5 minutes to learn riding a motorbike. How patiently I waited for the next couple of years to turn 18 and get my permanent license and ever since, there has been no looking back. Every guy who asked me out, had to let me ride his bike to and fro! Be it Pune, Bangalore, Goa, Mumbai, Noida or Gurgaon - everywhere I lived, I rode and when I rode, I felt totally alive. Most of the bikes I rode were typically 135, 150 or 180cc ones on typical city roads. I had never ever ridden the beast that the 500cc Royal Enfield is and positively not in the ghats or hilly ranges. So almost everyone who knew what I was embarking on, my boss who approved my last-minute leave request, my colleagues who backed me up during my absence from work and my friends from whom I was trying to gather notes on what my backpack should contain, thought I was being impulsive and that the plan was foolhardy. I received ample discouragement in varying degrees from all the above, from ‘if you choose not to go, I will have you lead a challenging engagement’ to ‘my friend fell off a cliff and a lost a leg’. But amidst all of that my parents called up to say that they had pulled out Daddy’s riding gear (you can trust a Virgo to maintain 30 year old gear in pristine, was-this-even-used condition). They said that they had total faith in me thus flushing out any infinitesimal residue of self-doubt. My husband stood by me through all the preparation, trawling online and offline to see where I could get protective guards in womens’ sizes! He beams in pride even as he peeps over my shoulder right now, pointing out typos in the article!

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Yet, here I was, sans any practice or experience. Yet, here I was with the iron-willed-belief that I had it in me, knowing that what I knew, I knew well. Yet here I was, trusting that I could become one with the machine and surmount the unnerving roads of the mammoth Himalayan ranges. After the half day sojourn at Srinagar, I commenced the ride the next morning at 7am, riding alongside the Dal Lake was breath-taking. The sun rising on my right cast my shadows long into the lake and embankment on the left. I knew the road to Shargole would take me through some snow-clad mountains and Zoji-la and I had to be well covered. I had barely reached the Sind River that my arms and my spine started to let me know the importance of exercise. I shrugged off the internal message, telling myself it was all going to be OK. My helmet was much bigger than my head, letting cold air into my ears. I figured it would take no time to get under the weather. I fished out my monkey cap and wore it under my helmet. It took me a couple of tries to figure out the correct order: first the monkey cap, second the helmet and third, my spectacles. I rode slowly, not just to compensate for lack of practice but also to truly appreciate nature. In fact, it started to get difficult keeping my eyes on the road because the beauty all around was spell-binding! I wished I could capture it, even if superficially, but I soon realised the difficulty of pulling the camera out. I planned to stop at Sonmarg to take pictures. Imagine the laborious algorithm to get a selfie: turn off engine, hit the side stand, take off gloves, take off spectacles, balance it on the tilted fuel tank, take off helmet, take off monkey-cap, take off back pack and ensure that none of the previous things go missing. But that was only the first half, the second half was donning all of that in the reverse order!

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Before long, I reached my first crucial pass, Zoji-la (11,575 ft.) on NH1D connecting Srinagar with Kargil-Leh. Being unprepared has its own advantages, I didn’t dread Zoji-la as much as some of the riders but a few minutes after commencing it, I wondered if I was ever going to get across it alive. I realised how difficult it was to manoeuvre the 400lbs heavy bullet. By the time, I had crossed Zoji-la, I was thanking my stars. The scenery turned mesmerising and never before had I seen so-blue a sky. The road cut through snow that had started melting in the afternoon sun and I crossed Drass to reach Kargil late in the afternoon. An army truck with soldiers as passengers was ahead of me and as I approached it and sought to overtake, the soldiers realised that I was a lady and nearly all of them sitting near the rear exit gave a wide smile and the ‘thumbs-up’. I could see that they were proud of the women of their country and it showed on their faces. I felt so humbled! Riding along the gushing waters of the Shingo / Drass rivers, by the time I reached Shargole, my back, ‘seat’, tail bone and my thighs had nearly given up. The basic tent at Shargole did little to keep the cold out but I nonetheless had sound sleep.

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The next morning after a quick bite (I had started to lose my appetite), I started on the most well-constructed roads towards Khangral, Heniskot and Lamayuru. The landscape changes every few 10s of kms and you will have to scrape your jaw off the floor because that’s how low the bounty of nature will make your jaw drop. I couldn’t wipe the smile off my face. Lamayuru Gompa is among the oldest and I marvelled at how they must have built it off the side of a steep rocky mountain. In fact the landscape behind the Gompa is oft-called the Moonland because, unlike anything I’ve seen on earth, erosion has made it look like a piece of the moon’s surface. With difficulty, I had to tear myself away from that sight as I had a long way to go before Leh. I headed off straight to the confluence point of the two rivers (Indus and Zanskar). The sight has a magical feel to it as you note the different colours of the rivers Indus (green) and Zanskar (brown) and how they unite. Speaking of magic, I wanted to verify if magnetic hill truly had any magnetic magic to cast and that was my next destination. It may be a true phenomenon but I realised that it was difficult to tell on a bike because you may put the engine on neutral, but you still have to balance the bike manually. At that point, I realised that I had developed something of a running nose. On closer examination, I realised that my nose was actually bleeding: a phenomenon caused by high altitudes and thin air. I rode away towards Leh, hoping that the capital town would offer some comfort to my sore nose. Needless to say my body was aching from all the riding and as Leh neared, the ache became more pronounced.

The presumable warmth of July seemed like a distant reality but the comfort of a proper hotel room in Leh and the facility of a warm shower seemed blissful, but short-lived. I packed up and headed out to what is arguably the highest motorable pass in the world, Khardung-la. Over the next few days, I covered the Nubra valley, Tso Pangong and the mesmerizing terrains of River Tsarap. I may end up writing an epic in the praise of these locations as each is scintillatingly beautiful, with no parallels for comparison.

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The joy of riding too amplified with each pass being tougher than the previous one. In fact, by the time I crossed Chang-la, the first one, Zoji-la seemed like child’s play. I had high-altitude related difficulties at the tops of the passes: headaches, nausea and not to mention snow blindness. I struggled to stay at the top for the few pics I had to bring back as proofs! I decided that from that point onwards, I was going to get pictures with my helmet et al on - I couldn’t waste precious time, simply taking off and wearing these things! My strategy for each pass was to start early, go slowly but steadily before the sun rose too high. I liked the idea of starting out sooner and avoiding the harsh sun not only to prevent snow-blindness but also because with the sun turning sharper, the water causeways were incrementally more difficult and riskier to cross. I recalled everything my Dad had taught me as a little girl, ‘gear control is better than brake control’, ‘putting the engine in neutral will free the engine; always stay in gear’, ‘first gear is for moving the bike only, move into second soon after’ and so on. I’m glad my brain recalled those lessons from over 25 years ago. My nose continued to bleed till the day I reached Manali but the rush of adrenaline in negotiating those mountainous roads, cheating death at every turn kept me going, fuelling my passion. I probably never felt more alive in my life.

Here, at the passes, I experienced humanity uniquely like never before on Indian soil. Every time I reached a difficult spot, bikers from all over the country and the world were ready to guide me on choosing the path of least water and current. There were some moments when people insisted that I should try certain water crossings and that someone else should negotiate it for me. But when I persisted, they encouragingly advised me on the techniques and let me accomplish the causeways by myself. The icy cold water gushing knee deep at rapid currents could possibly sweep away bikers. Thankfully, I surpassed each one of them. For the biker’s fraternity, it didn’t matter that I was a lady and everyone was willing to help in spite of one’s race, religion and language. Whenever I stopped by the side on the passes, bikers would throw me an enquiring glance wanting to check if all was under control. On better roads, random bikers exchange smiles and cheer each other warmly. As a woman resident of Delhi, I am so not used to getting attention of this positive sort!

This ride was truly the ride of my lifetime, something that has left me humbled, awe-struck and given me a sense of accomplishment that will last for eternity!

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Post script : This post was published online. It won 306 five-stars in a span of 2 days. Considering the length of the article and the minimal arvertising, that was quite a feat!
@ https://www.wrangler-ap.com/in/truewanderer-2016/entry/4331-Wandering-Woman-on-Wheels-in-Wonderland


Thursday 2 October 2014

Cleanliness and my heart

I'm so totally happy about the message of cleanliness that the Indian PM shared this morning. I can't tell if there has been a precedent where a PM won my heart.

Cleanliness is one of the many issues that I feel very passionately about. For several years now, I've been trying to drive home the need to refrain from littering. I've advocated it among my friends, colleagues, neighbours and practically just about everyone I can try and influence. I take pride that when I go out, I don't throw my trash around the city. I tell people to keep an empty bag in their purse or car and to keep all their trash in it, in case they can't find a dustbin. Whenever I can, I teach my house helps, security guards, cab drivers et al the importance of discarding refuse in the correct fashion and accentuate the need to reuse and recycle when possible. When education hasn't worked, I've used religion to drive the point ("God dwells in cleanliness"). I've scolded random people I meet at tourist locations when they litter. I've antagonized folks I know by pointing out when they've littered. But in the end, I've made peace with it and found it worth the effort. I'm grateful to my parents for having taught me the importance of keeping my surroundings clean. I'm thankful that all my schools and teachers reinforced it to such a degree that it’s now simply second nature to me. I will continue to spread the message among those who haven't yet seen the value in keeping clean.

I’ve done this wherever I’ve been and will carry on for as long as I live though governments may come and go. I hope that some of my friends will also start to be the beacon for such change in their own spheres, communities and cities. We’ll be able to bring about change collectively. I truly hope that more and more people start to think and act towards making our cities, countries and the world we live in cleaner and greener. 

Saturday 2 August 2014

Return to Blogland

It's not uncommon for me to stumble upon a fiery hot article on a simmering social issue. It is, however, a different story when I find myself reading about topics that are less spoken about. While refusing to wake up this morning I happened to come across an article by Shobhaa De. It had me and the social-reformer-and-non-corformist in me more than just awakened. The blogger in me had woken up too after ages.

Praise to Ms De for the well written article on the fireman's wife and bringing to light the shallow social support oft met out to families of victims. And praise to the fireman's wife for the courage she showed at the hour that would have ordinarily had her conforming to social conditioning. I wish her strength and grit.

Click here for Ms. De's article.

Saturday 22 January 2011

Where the washermen do the laundry


Can't make my mind up about Dhobhi Ghat - about whether its good or bad - its a very different movie even for the genre of hyperlink cinema. The casting is great and so is the cinematography. A lonely acoustic lends its solitude to the background score just as beautifully as the myriad emotions that have been portrayed by the various (and somewhat lesser known) actors. The movie expects distinct taste and a certain level of maturity from the audience. Yet holds you to it in the 95 minute relentless relay of a vaguely outlandish but strangely familiar story. While the plot is interwoven well and shows you the two sides of the coin that Mumbai is, it ends abruptly and in fact, the end of the story is left to one's imagination.

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For the non-Indian readers Dhoby Ghaut (as it is pronounced) in the Indian language of Hindi (in which it it written as धोबी घाट) refers to the place where the washermen do the laundry.
This has nothing to do with the movie per se but the name reminds me of Dhoby Ghaut MRT Station in Singapore (near Mustafa from where we used to hoard up food stuff for the many mid-night nibbles) and the many trips to and from Harbourfront MRT station. Ah, college days!

Sunday 21 February 2010

Purde mein rehene do, purdah na uthao?



Remember watching the movie Veer Zaara in which this young woman overcomes all difficulties of discrimination, suppression and prejudice to get to the court room to fight her first case as an advocate? Well, it no longer remains a tale, but has now become headlines. A recent legislation in the Kingdom of Saudi Arabia allows their women citizens to appear in court on domestic cases and to argue cases in court. It would also permit women some marginal independence as they can fulfil some elementary legislative procedures on the grounds of their ID card alone and not a male family member’s ID. The KSA (Kingdom of Saudi Arabia) doesn’t allow its women half as much freedom that we quite take for granted.

Imagine what it would be like if we were told we couldn't travel without a father, husband or son for company. Or for that matter, even live alone in a hotel. Or that the only job we could undertake was one that allowed no contact with other people, especially men we’re not related to. Imagine being told that we couldn't drive or enter a restaurant just because we were women. Imagine requiring male guardianship even for your education, let alone employment. Imagine not allowed any interaction with the opposite sex because it was considered taboo, evil and a great unpardonable sin. 

I've heard so much about the treatment of women citizens in KSA that I can't thank my stars enough for my birth in a family that never imposed any restrictions on me, a country that has usually never deprived me of any fundamental rights or any means to a living and in an era that has granted me and thousands of other women like me the liberty and the independence that we so cherish.

Friday 12 February 2010

Is the use of performance enhancing drugs in sports fair?


The sweet taste of victory

I recently won the first at an inter college debate competition held here in Dubai. There were 11 teams in all from a variety of colleges and I was the only girl among all the participants. The topic for the preliminary elimination round was the same as the title of this post. By the draw of lots, I got to speak against the motion. Fortunately, it didn't conflict with my own thoughts. But the other speakers had spoken so brilliantly, that I developed cold feet and butterflies and dragonflies in my tummy.

I went to the lectern, cleared my throat in a desperate attempt to find my voice which by now had reclined deep inside my alimentary canal. I finally took one sweeping look at all the faces in the auditorium, paused at the faces of the judges and with a nod of my head, began to speak. I can't explain what happened to me, but my brain unusually reduced its processing power from 4.8GHz to 800MHz. I missed a few points that I wanted to make, blabbered something that sounded quite differently in my head and before I knew it, I had concluded my speech! As I returned to my seat, I drowned in the sinking feeling of under-performance. The aching feeling of knowing that you could have done so much better, the despicable feeling of not meeting standards you set for yourself. My colleagues from my college said I'd performed well, but it somehow didn't make a big difference to me. But I told me to trust in myself and the last minute thinking I'd done on the stage.

I patiently waited for the results to be announced. And I can't mathematically express to any degree of certainty, the ratio in which were mixed my feelings of euphoria and pleasant surprise. The subsequent rounds went off a bit better as the initial success had boosted my morale and confidence in me a bit. And of course, we brought the first prize back home. I can never adequately thank Ashutosh for being there with me throughout , the win wouldn’t have been possible without his support as a team mate - here's to him!

I've penned a near reproduction of what I'd spoken that day, just for reference.

The words that cast the magic

Muhammad Ali, the legendary American Boxer once captured the spirit of sportsmanship in very profound words when he said that Champions aren't made in the gyms. Champions are made from something they have deep inside them -- a desire, a dream, a vision.

International sports have always been a medium of international solidarity, a way of replace international conflict with a platform for friendly competition. It salutes the greatness of the human spirit. In a world where wealth and prosperity have not been distributed equally or fairly, international sports provide that superior prospect for countries to contest each other on a level playing field. Consider the types of obstacles — racial, economic, social, political, etc. — that different athletes, from the plethora of countries that participate, face in order to get to the international arena.

Increasing competition between countries, to save their national pride, has time and again propelled society's demand for excellence from its athletes and sports persons. This has caused athletes to seek alternative means to enhance their performance. In this world of instant email, instant messaging and instant coffee comes modern day science offering for those seeking an edge over one’s opponents in the form of the use of performance-enhancing drugs as a part of athletic competition. Today's athletes face an increasingly difficult choice: to use drugs to enhance performance or to accept what could amount to a competitive handicap. It is a choice, which carries significant considerations, not only ethical but also political, social, technological and economic. Should athletes be permitted to make this choice, or should society, through the medium of sports' governing bodies exercise control and strictly enforce the ban on performance enhancing drugs?

Some argue that the choice should be left to the athletes in order to respect their individual choice above any ethical considerations. Others choose to ban performance-enhancing drugs with the intention of protecting the athlete against the potentially harmful consequences of his or her own actions. Athletes who are caught using illegal drugs are often exposed through the media and negatively discriminated against by the sporting community. The result is that the athlete faces a double bind conflict: he or she is pressured to produce superhuman performance, yet must remain ethically human while preparing for them. The ramifications of cheating in sport are numerous and all negative in nature. Beyond the negative aspect which cheating in sports presents, are dangerous physiological and psychological side effects, which the athlete faces when using performance enhancing drugs such as anabolic and androgenic steroids.

If performance enhancing drugs were permitted in all sports competitions, contend purveyors of the drug ban, it would no longer be a factor of competitive advantage as each athlete would have an equal opportunity to make use of PEDs. They argue that drug use is one advantage among many, such as access to superior coaching or training facilities that athletes may or may not have at their disposal to sharpen their competitive edge. The fact that all athletes are not starting with the same set of advantages discredits the notion that a “level playing field” can somehow be restored if drugs are eliminated. According to this view, performance-enhancing drugs are simply making up for an athlete’s natural deficiencies or quality of training. Not only would this make athletes increasingly dependent upon performance-enhancing drugs to help them produce higher quality results than what s/he is capable of delivering naturally. But, more importantly what they fail to assess is that the athletes would have to become virtual guinea pigs in the hands of biotechnological advancement in order to remain competitive. And because athletes regularly take larger doses of steroids and other drugs than medical patients, the long term health effects of such drug use remain largely unknown. Health reports from some athletes exposed to performance-enhancing drugs offer more than adequate reason for caution.

Performance-enhancing drugs have subverted this ideal of sportsmanship in two distinct ways.
1. First, many athletes have abandoned self-restraint in this regard, resulting in a crisis of conduct
2. Second, the scientization of the athlete, either through drugs or other biotechniques, also involves a crisis of identity. To what extent can the emotional experience of competition be truly shared with an athlete who has transformed himself with drugs? Once the athlete has abandoned self-restraint, drug testing becomes the sole guarantor of the ‘integrity’ of sport.”

Sports authorities and fans have come to understand that biotechnology would inevitably provide athletes with an endless array of pharmaceutical enhancements. Controls have had to be placed on doping in order to prevent sports from becoming a science laboratory where the human spirit played second fiddle to pills and injections and man is pitched against technology.

Athletes are making more money in today’s society and they often feel the continual pressure to produce for the fans leading them to long-term addiction. Corporations the world over pour in pots and pots of money over the training and victories of the athletes. Athletes today are brand ambassadors, of not just their sports fraternity or their country, but of multinational enterprises. The use of performance enhancing drugs thus isn’t restricted to being just a reflection of the athlete’s decision but of the organisation s/he represents as well. And the victory isn’t restricted to just the gold medal but expands to include millions of quids. Allowing the use of performance enhancing drugs in sports would make it a high-risk-high-returns venture inviting inevitable power play, gambling and bookie-business.

But far more reaching is its impact on our future generations. Many of these athletes are role models to younger athletes and influence decisions on how to overcome their own obstacles. There are many examples of athlete’s using Performance-Enhancing Drugs, as they find themselves trying to break records. The generations of today and tomorrow shape themselves on the ideals of myriad sports persons who are regarded as icons of endurance. But with athletes setting examples of blatant drug (ab)use, what message would be sent out to the youth, the pillars of our societies, our nations and our future. Would we want to waste our future generations to the lame exploits of biotechnological insanity.

At the heart of anti-drug use in sport debates, lies the theory that drugs sabotage the true intention of sport. The continuing saga of drug use in sport is not only unethical but also negatively impacts the athlete and the entire sporting community.




Thursday 11 February 2010

Vegetable Biryani in the microwave



Recent merger

I recently merged all my 3 blogs and transferred the admin privileges to my new ID. It made more sense to me this way – because it wasn’t getting easy to manage 3 blogs. So now, even my articles on cooking will be posted on this blog itself rather than on my other blog, What’s cooking? I’ll see if I can add the tags to all the food related articles so it should make navigation more blogger-friendly.

An amazing evening 

This evening, I made one of the best turned out recipes of my tenure in Dubai – Vegetable Biryani. I painstakingly procured all the ingredients from City Super market, Mohideen and Auchan ensuring that I had the best vegetables and rice for it. Took me really long – I started at around 6:30 and was done by 8pm. But I think, if you have a more powerful microwave and a skilled hand at chopping vegetables, you’d be better off.


Ikshu had joined me for dinner. And despite being a compulsive non-vegetarian, he thoroughly enjoyed the biryani. Well, that’s what he made me believe! Pooja and Santosh also tasted it and they too said that it had turned out well. But don't just fall for the image insert because I lifted  this one from the internet (I know its bad manners). Next time on, I'll remember to click a pic to post it with the article. You can try to make this preparation (I’ve given the recipe below) and do let me know how it turns out! I hope you enjoy it as much as we all did.

I'll continue posting these 'bachelor' cooking recipes for anyone who loves to try his/ hand at the wonderful art of cooking.

À la prochaine!

Recipe

Ingredients
•    Oil, about 3 tbsp.
•    Jeera (cumin seeds), about 1 tsp.
•    Potatoes, 2 large ones, diced 
•    Onions, 1 large one, julienne cut
•    Tomatoes, 1 medium sized one, chopped
•    Capsicum, half, diced
•    Mixed frozen vegetables, about 100g
•    Yoghurt, about 200g
•    Chillies, about 2 long ones, chopped
•    Turmeric, about a quarter of a tsp.
•    Garam masala, about 1 tsp.
•    Chilli powder, about 1 tbsp.
•    Biryani masala, about 1 heaped tbsp.
•    Ginger garlic paste, half tsp.
•    Coriander leaves, to garnish
•    Salt, as per taste

Method
1.    In the meanwhile, heat the oil in another bowl
2.    When it’s hot enough, add the jeera and let it splutter (yes, it does splutter in the microwave too)
3.    Add in half of the spices - the turmeric powder, chilli powder, garam masala, biryani masala and the ginger garlic paste
4.    Add the potatoes and allow it to cook till it’s about 70% done
5.    Add in all the vegetables and microwave-sauté it till it’s about nearly done
6.    Add the remainder of the spices
7.    Mix the yoghurt with the vegetables till they are well coated with the spices and yoghurt
8.    Cook the rice separately
9.    Add the rice with the vegetables along with an appropriate amount of salt
10.    Add in the green chillies and mix well
11.    Microwave for about 5 minutes
12.    Garnish with Coriander leaves and serve!


Sunday 31 January 2010

(Phir) Mile Sur Mera Tumhara


We've had a remake of the old mile sur mera tumhara. The videos are up on youtube (links given here : 1998 Video | 2010 Video). Each is good in its own way. I especially liked the use of instruments in the new one. Here're a few of the other thoughts that crossed my mind when I watched the two videos
  • Amitabh is one lucky old man to be in both the videos - to still be so much in demand. I
  • 'd have liked to see the kids of the stars who were casted in the old video to have been casted in the new one. Like Sharmila Tagore was in the old one, the new one could have roped Saif in (and I'm not just saying it for his hot-bod!!), Esha could have been casted in the new one where Hemamalini was in the old one, etc.
  • Unlike the old one, the new one has given Goa no airtime. In the old one was Mario Miranda, in this one? There could have been Remo or the football clubs or something else. But the lack of representation of Goa was a disappointment.
  • The old one included both Tulu and Kannada in a unique combination; I'd have liked to see that in the new one too.
  • Besides, we have transformed a million colours since 1988 - bringing with it new achievements and new issues. The new video could have done some justice to that. Especially on the achievements front. One saving grace, of course, was the Taj, Mumbai in the beginning of the video, representing 26/11. 
  • The new video has tried to ape the old one in a few ways and has tried to reinvent itself in others, but it ends up being a celebration of urban progress and westernisation than anything else.
All in all, I think it’s a good effort, the collaborative efforts of a number of artists. Perhaps measuring it with the yard stick of the earlier video is  unjust and unfair.  There is no doubt  in the universal truth that music binds people. And our country can just never have too many songs to sing together.

Jai hind.

Saturday 16 January 2010

A Free Country. Indeed?




The world around us

The Freedom House has recently published its ‘Map of freedom 2009’. As per the findings, both political rights and civil liberties have suffered around the world for the fourth consecutive year in 2009. This signifies the longest uninterrupted period of decline since the report was first published. Here’re the facts for us to reflect upon:
  • Electoral democracies dropped in number from 119 to 116, the lowest in the last 15 years or so.
  • Half a dozen countries have been demoted: Lesotho has been reduced to ‘partly free’ while Gabon, Bahrain, Yemen, Jordan and Kyrgyzstan have descended into the ‘not free’ category.
  • Over a third of the world’s population still live in countries that have been deemed as ‘not free’ and not very surprisingly, over half of them come from behind the Great Wall of China.
  • In the Middle East and North Africa 70% of countries are not free. This includes UAE, where I live, though Dubai may give one a feeling of considerable warmth.

On the brighter side, though freedom was on the ascent in 16 countries, notably in the Balkans, where Kosovo is partly free and the Black Mountain of the Adriatic Sea, Montenegro, is now considered free. Singapore, received a downward trend arrow due to the politically motivated handling of defamation cases, which cast doubt on judicial independence. Not surprising at all. I remember interviewing Singaporean citizens about the health facilities in S’pore and Singaporean establishments about HR practices and they just wouldn’t be read to say a thing about the government for fear of being turned in! Like they say, Singapore is a fine city, there is a fine for most things! UK continues to remain ‘free’, not surprising at all again. That country gives its people so much space and independence that I just fell in love with it since I first put foot on its concrete (well, I can’t say soil, there hardly is any soil exposed!) some four years ago.


Incredible, its India


But closer home, India has been marked as a ‘free’ state on the map. But is it really ‘free’? If so then how do our citizens exercise their civic freedom? On the same day as the publishing of the Freedom report, the national newspapers in India read ‘moral police against advertising lingerie’ with activists being offended by the display of women's lingerie on the mannequins in shops, calling it ‘obscene’. Perhaps the country has been rid of other problems such as corruption and theft that these purveyors of culture must now turn to more ‘engaging’ problems such as women’s undergarments?


This is a country that shelters about half-a-billion sexually repressed men. While they prevent their women from exposing anything over the knee, they remain immersed in watching porn and patronising dance bars and other places I consider demeaning to even mention. Such double standards. If obscene ads will not be allowed in Madhya Pradesh, will the Government demolish the Khajuraho temples too? Will they stoop to serving the same fate that was met out to the Buddhas of Bamyan? One of the most astounding forms of ancient sculpture and Hindu culture, the Khajuraho temples, are a tribute to the most beautiful gift of God – the union of a man and his woman. Isn’t this a part of Indian culture? Aren’t these the same temples that help MPSTDC and Incredible India earn revenues and forex from throngs of tourists? The pseudo Taliban that patrols the shops in an attempt to protect a culture, doesn’t even know let alone understand and respect what our culture is about. In a country plagued by more serious issues to tackle, isn’t this surreal. All this in the state that figures in the top ten list of sex crimes in the country. Perhaps it is this ground reality that the state governments would be much better off addressing. So much for Indian culture.

I can understand that attitudes towards sex remain conservative by western standards, particularly in rural and provincial areas. But removal of condom ads for reasons that they are ‘against family values’? What poignant irony given that this is a country with the largest population. Proliferation is so much a part of the Indian culture that not only do we have the largest growing human population but also the largest cattle population, the largest pig population and the largest goat population. Gimme a break. We might be free from colonial rule, free from oppression and free from slavery to superstition. But are we free only superficially? Will our children live in a better country or will they too be troubled by the same problems? How long before our country comes out of the closet and sees the light of day, the light of knowledge?




For further reading:

The Freedom House is an independent watchdog organization that supports the expansion of freedom around the world. Freedom House supports democratic change, monitors freedom, and advocates for democracy and human rights. Freedom is possible only in democratic political systems in which the governments are accountable to their own people; the rule of law prevails; and freedoms of expression, association, and belief, as well as respect for the rights of minorities and women, are guaranteed. Freedom ultimately depends on the actions of committed and courageous men and women. We support nonviolent civic initiatives in societies where freedom is denied or under threat and we stand in opposition to ideas and forces that challenge the right of all people to be free. Freedom House functions as a catalyst for freedom, democracy and the rule of law through its analysis, advocacy and action.

Thursday 14 January 2010

I’m feeling lucky @ Tiananmen Square

A tale of misadventure in a strange marriage



Change of heart : google.cn

Google was mesmerised by China’s rapidly expanding internet market. This was well over 4 years ago. But China, till then, had kept Google at arm’s length by intermittently blocking Google.com and making even that intermittent access snail slow. Baidu wooed and dominated the Chinese market, laughing (at Google) on its way to the bank. Google courted China with a pruned and ‘more decent’ version of its search engine. Apparently, it must have thought to itself that better something than nothing at all. Throwing caution to the wind, it set forth to milk the Chinese cow.

The elders met, the horoscopes were matched and the marriage was fixed. Was it meant to last? Or was it just mAdSense? Google penetrated the Chinese search engine market with a view of being the leading search engine in China in the long haul. Now, it announces its threat to review the future of the relationship and possibly pull out of the Chinese search engine market. It has cited infection by the plague of hackers and woes of the ‘finger-on-the-lip’ policy to have agonised it. Even Uncle (Sam) Obama had obliquely deplored the Comstockery, when he toured the country in November. But China wouldn’t listen. Eventually pushing Google to separate the master bed, or maybe even, leave the bedroom for good.

China is no cow; it’s a fire breathing dragon. Google risks scathing its private parts.


China: being the nasty in-law

Why? Check this out :
  • China blocked Youtube when it hosted some videos of Chinese law-enforcers brutally beating Tibetan monks.
  • China banned access to Picassa shortly after.
  • China wouldn’t let anyone access Blogger from its communist land
  • China made a huge hue and cry about violations of copyrights in its Google Books venture
  • China is also said to have made “highly sophisticated and targeted attack” on its corporate computer systems “originating from China” in December.

But Google isn’t the only one in the sorrow-ship
  • China pretended to open its arms to these sites in the build-up to the Beijing Olympics in August 2008 as it tried to project a more open and liberal image to foreign delegates and visitors. But no sooner did the lights go off at the stadium, that restrictions have been amplified to unprecedented levels
  • China has prevented the masses from any access to the world wide web, forget any access to uncensored news, in the regions afflicted by ethnic disturbances.
  • China met Twitter and Facebook with the same cold hostility.
  • China wouldn’t hear a word against itself and proceeded to block leading international newspapers such as the Guardian, the New York Times, even the Economist, for days at length.

Google would perhaps be among the first of the big brands and heavy weights to openly attribute its withdrawal to the lack of freedom of expression. While Silicon valley praises Google for taking some guts to make such bold statements, the White House pats Google’s back assuring its (Washington’s) support. Even if standing up against China is part of its long-term interests, there is no discounting the fact that Google has ‘the balls’ to walk away from the world’s largest potential market.


A broken family?

We must remember, though, that such direct finger-pointing isn’t going to do down very well with China. Even while it buries news articles about Google’s threat, it seeks to portray the entire event as a hollow gimmick and a narrow commercial dispute rather than a pressing political one. It even shies away from taking Google’s name directly reminiscent of rural Indian women refusing to take their husband’s name.

  • What about the future?
  • Will about the 700 or so people whose families earn their daily bread because of Google?
  • Will the backlash lead China to impose a Great Wall on all Google services and block it in its entirety?
  • What about the sale of Google’s merchandise?
  • What about the Google android and its younger sibling that is still in the womb?
  • Will they do well in the renminbi markets?

In all probability, the Beijing may not vent the fire of their anger directly on Google because of increasing public sentiment of sympathy among the Chinese netizens for Google’s spasm on censorship, among other reasons. Beinjing may instead choose to turn the fire elsewhere by stirring up a little nationalist and (the suppressed) anti-American sentiment on another front (Taiwan?).

Friday 25 December 2009

A real life MBA case study - Dubai World

The fall of Dubai World

With the Sheikhs of Abu Dhabhi allowing Dubai to slip and Emirates Airlines on the line, one can only guesstimate what the repercussions will be on the GCC. To some extent, I think the property debacle was imminent. Not only because Dubai’s property market has been built on sand and dry oil wells, but also because of the sentiments in the world markets. While Dubai was looking up at the 200 storeys of Burj Dubai (the tallest man-made structure ever built ), the man-made wonders of the Palm Jumeirah and the Dubai Waterfront; the world was looking at Dubai in silent speculation. I think sentiments are like self-fulfilling prophecies; if you think that the market will collapse, it most certainly does! Personally, it’s untimely as it might affect my prospects of finding myself a suitable job opportunity when I graduate in March. Nonetheless, I’m staying optimistic, hoping that sentiments can indeed turn the world around!

Monday 14 December 2009

The present queen is of Scottish descend!


Well, while the English dont like to acknowledge that fact, there was a time when the Monarchy at the English throne changed over from English to Scotting blood. I researched the 'lost' link between the monarchy of Scotland and England and here are my findings:
  • Mary, Queen of Scots, gave birth to James (on 19 June 1566 at Edinburgh Castle). James Charles Stuart was the son of her second husband, Henry Stuart (Lord Darnley). He was a descendant of Henry VII of England through his great-grandmother Margaret Tudor, older sister of Henry VIII. Mary's rule over Scotland was insecure, for both she and her husband, being Roman Catholics, faced a rebellion by the Protestant population.

  • Her son, James, became King of Scots as James VI on 24 July 1567, when he was just thirteen months old, succeeding his mother. Being born in Scotland and having spent the first 36 years of his life in Scotland, James had an advantage which his mother lacked. Mary had been baffled by the deviousness of her times and the warring factions of the Scottish nobility. James, on the other hand mastered the art of keeping his options open at all levels.
  • On 24 March 1603, as James I, he succeeded the last Tudor monarch of England and Ireland, Elizabeth I, who died without issue and James was naturally proclaimed King. He then ruled the Kingdom of England, Scotland, and Ireland for 22 years, often using the title King of Great Britain. So, he was James VI & I (19 June 1566 – 27 March 1625) was King of Scots as James VI from 1567 to 1625, and King of England and Ireland as James I from 1603 to 1625. From there the lineage takes us to Charles I of England (who is buried at Windsor).

And this was how a Scottish Monarch acceded to the English throne and hence my statement that the present queen is of Scottish descend.

Saturday 21 November 2009

Random lines



Just scribled this out on a friend's blog last night, somehow managed to get something to rhyme!

Its trying times for them,
yesterday and tomorrow are all the same.
I pray that they win over wait,
Not yield and become bait.

Sunday 11 October 2009

Quotable Quotes



This is in continuation of another post. Here's what I sounded like when my wisdom spoke...

"An international students life comes with a small pocket with just enough room for a tight budget and a few coins that even vending machines look down upon!"

Wednesday 29 July 2009

Lord of the Dance



A brilliant performance... Lord of the Dance is an Irish musical and dance production that was created, choreographed, and produced by Irish-American dancer Michael Flatley, who also took a starring role... the music is a 19th century celtic tune... its adaptation for the dance is astounding.. and the synchonisation is exemplary... makes me wonder if I'd be able to perform something like this someday.

Watch it on youtube :

Thursday 23 July 2009

Hon'ble Member of Infosys

An adaptation from somewhere on the world wide web is this chronicle of how Nandan Nilekani turns a Politician from an Infoscion.





The House was in pin drop silence. I was brimming with anticipation and excitement!!!! Manmohan had informed me that my introduction was one of the important points of the agenda. I hoped that I will be able to make my speech properly. After so many interviews and conferences, I was nervous today!!!! After the Speaker indicated that the proceedings of the House could begin, Manmohan formally introduced me to the entire House. He mentioned that as the head of the Unique Identification Authority of India, I was responsible to ensure that each and every Indian had a digital smart card as a proof of his existence. Manmohan spoke about why I was selected and also some references to the various projects executed by me in Infosys were mentioned. The House listened with rapt attention. I was asked to say a few words and I did exactly the same!!!

I thanked the Government of India for having given me this opportunity and I assured the House that I would strive to successfully deliver this project. The Speaker then formally inducted me into the House and before the proceedings could move any forward, there was a small commotion on the other side of the hall. It was Minister of Textiles who had a comment to make before the next point on the agenda. He made a request that I should be attired in a more austere way instead of a flashy suit. It did not go well with the image of a minister who should live to serve the common man and should be less ostentatious in his habits. I stood up to reply. I offered my apologies to the Honourable Minister and assured that I shall be in a more acceptable dress next time. I felt that he was right. We also used to have corporate dress code in Infosys. So it's here as well!!!!

I sat down and felt somebody nudging me. I turned around and to my surprise; it was the former Indian skipper and one of my favourite batsman Mohd. Azharuddin. I remembered that he had recently won the elections. I smiled at him and mentioned to him that I used to like his game very much, shaking his hand. No Rolex, I noticed. Azhar told me that he would “fix” me an appointment with an Italian designer who had designed his dapper Kurta suit. An Italian designer in Milan doing Kurtas!!!!! I made a note of this and reminded myself to give this example to Friedman for his next book,” The World Markets are flattened”. Since there was no doubt about the “Fixational” capacities of Azhar, I told him to give me the details and I would consider.

The proceedings of the House went on with numerous bills being debated and passed as I sat as a passive audience waiting for my project’s turn to come up. After the lunch break, it was the moment for me!!!! MY PROJECT”S FIRST REVIEW CAME UP FOR PRESENTATION. I was at sea. My laptop did not have any reserve power. I went to Manmohan and apprised him of the situation. I was sweating. He calmly replied that this would not be a cause of concern. I was flummoxed!!!! The Speaker asked me to explain to the House on what were my plans for the Unique Identity Project. I replied that I have a plan prepared for 30-60-90-120 days’ milestones and I have presentation to make for which I need a power socket, a projector and a screen. I had no idea what was going to happen after this. The next couple of minutes were a complete jolt for me. I was completely in a tizzy.

Let me just summarize what happened. A Joint Cabinet Secretary Committee was set up to judge the feasibility of my request. The Under Secretaries for the Ministries of Power, IT and Broadcasting will prepare a Viability Report after scrutinizing National Security threats to my request. This was because the power socket comes under Power, laptop comes under IT and projector comes under Broadcasting. I have also been told to reconsider my timelines of 30-60-90 days and start thinking in terms of years. Probably, they are right. I did not have the foresight in this matter.

The summary of the issue is that I need to come up with a more inclusive, democratic, comprehensive long term plan for this project to be executed over the next five years. I have also been given a presentation slot 3 months from now (by which the issues related to the power cord etc will also be resolved). I am filled with mixed reactions. I was planning for a quick resolution; the management wants a strategic solution. I come out of the House and text Murthy. “You won’t believe it but these guys work just like us. I am on a NATIONAL BENCH for the next three months!!!!!!!!”

Sunday 19 July 2009

Writing speaks




Have you, like me, always wondered what all your handwriting can reveal about you? Does it surprise you when people tell you facts about yourself just from your handwriting? I’ve always wanted to learn this art or science, what ever you’d like to call it. And people who manage to read facts about other people’s personalities just from their handwriting, astonish me. It was only yesterday that I learnt that two of my very own friends are extraordinarily good at this. Each read a page from my class notes and I was zapped at their accuracy of deduction. Here’s what I was told:

Himanshu said that I was :
  • Hardworking
  • Poor at lying
  • One to abstain from wrong doing
  • Self dependent
  • Puts her heart into what she takes up
  • Does not forgive the ones who get into my bad books
  • Wouldn’t say something bad on the face of the one she doesn’t like
On the other hand, Deepti said that I was :
  • Someone who’d complete what she takes up
  • Creative
  • Focused
  • One who was clear in thoughts
  • Flexible and adaptive